Saturday, November 26, 2011

In My Dream

He comes back
He says he's sorry
The skilled hands that I missed caress my own
The apologetic eyes that look at me, the voice I want to hear
Tenderly telling me not to cry

If I hold you in my arms you disappear and
The tears flow and my pillow becomes wet
At last I wake up from my sleep
Morning is always like this... My Love

I hope I fall asleep forever like this
I wake up with his presence still...
Although I hope I don't dream again,
Today too it seems I fall asleep with his presence

He's smiling
It's really been too long
I've missed that expression, his my boy isn't he
He's walking away
Embracing another person
My chest feels like it's being crushed under a heavy weight

I'm dreaming again, right?
Cold sweat runs down me
It's hurts, it's a dream of things I hate to even remember
I can't do anything all day long
We'll spend time together, right my Love

Everything is becoming cloudy but his image is getting stronger
Like in yesterday's dream, today he comes to me
Now I don't sleep alone

If I could only see you again today, if I could do it again, if you came back again....
If you slept by my side just once more, if it happened again...
I wouldn't want to wake up
If I could fall sleep......

p/s:i cry out for u but you're so far away,i cry out for u but you're already gone..........

Friday, November 25, 2011

Stupidity


i'm really very foolish
i know of no one other than you
you're looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

i won't be in your days
i wont be in the memories either
however only you
i only looked only at you
and the tears keep coming
as i watch you walking past, i'm still happy
even though you still don't know my heart
i should stop this and go

i really want to see the day
i'm withstanding the pain each day
"i love you" is playing on my lips
alone once again
crying for you
alone once again
missing for you
baby i love you, i'm waiting for you


i won't be in your days
i wont be in the memories either
however only you
i only looked only at you
i'm making memories alone
loving you is like having a beautiful wound
i look at your pretty smile also
but i cannot laugh with you

i'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
"i want to see you" is playing on my lips
alone once again
crying for you
alone once again
missing you
.........................................................

bye bye never say goodbye
even though i cannot hold you like this
i need you, i cannot say anything more, i want you
i keep on hoping
i'll keep hoping





p/s : stupidity : doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

~Tentang Kita~

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta


tak pernah ku pinta yang lebih baik
kerana diri juga tak sempurna
burukmu ku terima
baikmu bonus pemberianNya

celaka sungguh perasaan itu
sakit.
perit
menjadi satu

memori kita hangat menampar
sel-sel otak yang bercantum
menguatkan ingatan
menelan kedukaan
memadamkan kebencian

ada apa dengan cinta?
terletak pada jiwa
atau
terletak pada hati
atau
terletak pada akal



p/s: yang pasti aku cinta kau sampai mati

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Kepenatan Tak Berkesudahan

berlari aku kelelahan
cuba berhenti namun kaki ku enggan
tercungap-cungap melepaskan kepenatan
suara hati memberi arahan
untuk kaki terus berjalan
entah sampai kapan
aku akur dalam kepasrahan

andai kaki mampu melawan
ku pijak-pijak hati berhenti mengarahkan
supaya tidak terus kesesatan
ku kuis-kuis otak agar tidak terus terfikirkan
mengarahkan sebuah perjalanan
tanpa perhentian
sungguh menyesakkan

sumpah aku penat....!!!

p/s: there's beauty in the broken. it's just harder to find

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Terkadang Emosi

gerak emosi mencuba menakluki
lembah - lembah suram
mengubah putaran buah fikiran
melawan arus anjakan paradigma
songsang lumrah si penemberang

tegap kau berdiri
dengan megah mengusung dada
melemparkan serpihan kehancuran
mananamkan benih-benih kebencian

berkecamuk aku terperosok
akal yang dangkal cuba memonopoli
sejarah fikiran sempit
otak beku disejuk beku
bodoh sungguh bukan kepalang



P/s: penghambaan jiwa kepada yang tidak berhak

Putaran Yang Mengelirukan

lihat kanan
eh itu dia
lihat kiri
dia lagi
pejam mata rapat-rapat
otak sila tenang
hirup udara dalam-dalam
cuba bermeditasi

buka mata
lihat dunia
di mana-mana
ada dia
mungkin aku sudah gila
eh pasti..!!


p/s: bila pesanan dari hati ke otak menemui jalan buntu