Reminiscence

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ouchh surprise untuk kesayangan btol2 membangkitkan memori

p/s: stop pretending n moving on

memories

We used to love during the many days we were together
We used to hurt together- making each other’s pain our own

Where are you? Can’t you hear my voice?
My pained heart is looking for you
Is calling out to you- crazily

My heart, my tears, my memories of you
Drop by drop, they are falling against my chest
Though I cry and I cry, the memories won’t erase
And again today, I drench my empty heart

We used to like each other- you laughed at my smile
We used to cry together- you were pained by my tears

Where are you? Can’t you see my tired body?
My pained heart is looking for you
Is calling ou to you – crazily

Please come back to me- I call out your name every night
And in my exhausted waiting, I wander around and look for you

In My Dream

He comes back

He says he's sorry

The skilled hands that I missed caress my own

The apologetic eyes that look at me, the voice I want to hear

Tenderly telling me not to cry

If I hold you in my arms you disappear and

The tears flow and my pillow becomes wet

At last I wake up from my sleep

Morning is always like this... My Love

I hope I fall asleep forever like this

I wake up with his presence still...

Although I hope I don't dream again,

Today too it seems I fall asleep with his presence

He's smiling

It's really been too long

I've missed that expression, his my boy isn't he

He's walking away

Embracing another person

My chest feels like it's being crushed under a heavy weight

I'm dreaming again, right?

Cold sweat runs down me

It's hurts, it's a dream of things I hate to even remember

I can't do anything all day long

We'll spend time together, right my Love

Everything is becoming cloudy but his image is getting stronger

Like in yesterday's dream, today he comes to me

Now I don't sleep alone

If I could only see you again today, if I could do it again, if you came back again....

If you slept by my side just once more, if it happened again...

I wouldn't want to wake up

If I could fall sleep......

p/s:i cry out for u but you're so far away,i cry out for u but you're already gone..........

Stupidity

i'm really very foolish

i know of no one other than you

you're looking at someone else

yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

i won't be in your days

i wont be in the memories either

however only you

i only looked only at you

and the tears keep coming

as i watch you walking past, i'm still happy

even though you still don't know my heart

i should stop this and go

i really want to see the day

i'm withstanding the pain each day

"i love you" is playing on my lips

alone once again

crying for you

alone once again

missing for you

baby i love you, i'm waiting for you

i won't be in your days

i wont be in the memories either

however only you

i only looked only at you

i'm making memories alone

loving you is like having a beautiful wound

i look at your pretty smile also

but i cannot laugh with you

i'm thinking about you so much everyday

my heart is hurting in all these sad days

"i want to see you" is playing on my lips

alone once again

crying for you

alone once again

missing you

.........................................................

bye bye never say goodbye

even though i cannot hold you like this

i need you, i cannot say anything more, i want you

i keep on hoping

i'll keep hoping

p/s : stupidity : doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result